We are all madmen in this phony world.
Lusting, I’ve clouded my mind to form a delirious happily ever after. I refused to see that it is all a fantasy. The one I wanted is a princess, and I am a peasant. Now I’ve seen that it’s not meant to be the pain has not come like it did once before. The stars will someday guide me to the one, but not now. No need to rush. I was broken before many times, shattered. Now I’ve come together stronger than ever. In vanity I say that there will be a one for me. But there is no use in rushing.
juyenle asked: btw lovee the new loook!;) its even more emo that what u assume i am!
I’m changing it ughh it didnt come out as planned
For the sake of being normal, we all have wishes and desires. In this holiday, for the sake of being normal, I would like a wish. No, I do not wish for achieving higher grades for that is work. No, I do not wish for a girl by my side for that is a superficial desire. I wish for happiness wherever I go. I want to get away from the sadness and just smile. We live in a world that is a glass half empty. And now, I would want to wish it is a glass half filled :)
For a while, I’ve noticed that everything is so sad. The atmosphere. The world. Our lives. This sadness is so overpowering, that I wanted to break down and cry. But I’ve realized something: the sun shines everyday. It will happen and nothing you will ever do can stop it. Likewise, sadness will come as if the sun shines. And sulking over a corner all day resolves nothing. So just smile. The world itself is a glass half empty; yet it does not mean we can not pretend it is half filled. And smile :)